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There is a problem *curses*
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Oh, man....
What should I do?
Should I create another dA to separate fanarts and artworks?
I really don't want any RL friends to see my BL fanarts. D:
IT'S JUST..... THE THOUGHTS ARE SIMPLY HORRIFYING. OTL
*headdesk*
What should I do?
Should I create another dA to separate fanarts and artworks?
I really don't want any RL friends to see my BL fanarts. D:
IT'S JUST..... THE THOUGHTS ARE SIMPLY HORRIFYING. OTL
*headdesk*
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A blog? O.o
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I have made a "professional" blog?
Mind ya, it's gonna be weird.... but, gonna make it work, yeah?
Blog : mellodramatically.blogspot.com…
What should I put on my blog?
I SHOULD REALLY WORK ON MY WORKS. =.=
Mind ya, it's gonna be weird.... but, gonna make it work, yeah?
Blog : mellodramatically.blogspot.com…
What should I put on my blog?
I SHOULD REALLY WORK ON MY WORKS. =.=
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2 more hours :)
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Alright.
Confession time.
This year, 2010, scared me. No kidding.
New life in college and so on.
These past 3 months put me into nervous breakdown.
I lost all my confidence in my artistry skills.
.__________________.
But, I found new love too. If you see my new fanart, lol, I totally become a Gleek when it's first came out. :'D And that said pairing is killing me with all adorableness <3
I actually got out of my 'depression'. I haven't come to dA for a very longlonglong time.
I'm really sorry for disappearing without notice. T.T
And for me to actually post the fanart... T.T I'm quite happy, to be honest.
(just a FAIR warning: I'm a fujoshi. So, I might post a lot of...."stuff" in the near future) I know some of you who may not be comfortable with it. I'm just warning you :3)
Turns out for 2011 (which will come in 2 hours time at my place here), I only ask for one thing.
COURAGE. :3
Confession time.
This year, 2010, scared me. No kidding.
New life in college and so on.
These past 3 months put me into nervous breakdown.
I lost all my confidence in my artistry skills.
.__________________.
But, I found new love too. If you see my new fanart, lol, I totally become a Gleek when it's first came out. :'D And that said pairing is killing me with all adorableness <3
I actually got out of my 'depression'. I haven't come to dA for a very longlonglong time.
I'm really sorry for disappearing without notice. T.T
And for me to actually post the fanart... T.T I'm quite happy, to be honest.
(just a FAIR warning: I'm a fujoshi. So, I might post a lot of...."stuff" in the near future) I know some of you who may not be comfortable with it. I'm just warning you :3)
Turns out for 2011 (which will come in 2 hours time at my place here), I only ask for one thing.
COURAGE. :3
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Untitled
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2 more exams and project to be done, then I'll be FREE~ <3
I can't wait to draw in my style.
I can't believe I would say this..
BUT, I MISS DRAWING MY OWN STYLE... ;A;.
FIRST! When holiday starts....
GET BACK ALL MY LONG FORGOTTEN SLEEP!!!
I can't wait to draw in my style.
I can't believe I would say this..
BUT, I MISS DRAWING MY OWN STYLE... ;A;.
FIRST! When holiday starts....
GET BACK ALL MY LONG FORGOTTEN SLEEP!!!
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:O
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Wow....it has been a month since I last update?
College has been tough. I didn't have the time to do my own things. I really need to learn how to be fast. I feel sad, though.
Why sad? When you already accomplish the first big step to your dream?
.......Something overwhelmed me. The high standard in my class. Gosh, even my Design Class' teacher even admitted it. I thought I did something really cool. I was quite happy....actually, with my work DONE.
Then..... after looking at my classmates' works; the feeling of "happy" totally gone. They did WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY better. 1000000000000000x times better than mine. SUPER-DETAILED AND ALL. Mine was quite simple.... worth of 5 and a half. I think I'm the only one who got that mark. Which of course made me
.
-sigh- Sorry....such a whiny bitch, I am. -sigh-
Really, I was happy. But, it just hit me hard...that I got a LOT of catching up to do with the rest of my class. Which got me all "OTL".
GARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! >O< Some of my friends scolded me that "you only could get better, so WORK IT!"
-frustrated sigh- what the hell am I doing, whining and whining and whining? ....Me going to listen to EMO songs now.
XDDDDDDD Gargh!!! I guess I felt better...now......I think, O.o.
College has been tough. I didn't have the time to do my own things. I really need to learn how to be fast. I feel sad, though.
Why sad? When you already accomplish the first big step to your dream?
.......Something overwhelmed me. The high standard in my class. Gosh, even my Design Class' teacher even admitted it. I thought I did something really cool. I was quite happy....actually, with my work DONE.
Then..... after looking at my classmates' works; the feeling of "happy" totally gone. They did WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY better. 1000000000000000x times better than mine. SUPER-DETAILED AND ALL. Mine was quite simple.... worth of 5 and a half. I think I'm the only one who got that mark. Which of course made me
.-sigh- Sorry....such a whiny bitch, I am. -sigh-
Really, I was happy. But, it just hit me hard...that I got a LOT of catching up to do with the rest of my class. Which got me all "OTL".
GARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! >O< Some of my friends scolded me that "you only could get better, so WORK IT!"
-frustrated sigh- what the hell am I doing, whining and whining and whining? ....Me going to listen to EMO songs now.
XDDDDDDD Gargh!!! I guess I felt better...now......I think, O.o.
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